If there was a way…

I would do it

To talk to you and tell you

All the things that have happened

All of the good things

And all of the really bad things

I want to share my thoughts

And my questions

My disappointments

And my lessons

If there was a way…

I would do it

I see my friends around me growing

And becoming better than before

Finding love, and experiencing loss

Having babies and so much more

Renewing relationships,

Changing their life,

Becoming strong and overcoming

So much internal strife

If there was a way…

I would do it

If I could take all of the good in me

And give it to all the people I love

If I could just be done with all this

And join the spirits up above

If I could find you somewhere

Wherever it is you went

I just want you, and no one else

God I wish I knew this before you left

Maybe things would be different

Maybe you would still be here

Maybe I would have gone

And you could have stayed here

That’s a lot of maybes

And there really isn’t a way

…But if there was a way I could

Hug you and tell you I love you

If there was a way…

I would